{"id":210,"date":"2012-03-17T15:12:49","date_gmt":"2012-03-17T15:12:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/apsaramusic.com\/?p=210"},"modified":"2023-04-30T16:56:05","modified_gmt":"2023-04-30T16:56:05","slug":"breakdown-of-a-breakup-terry-radigan-shares-one-of-lifes-toughest-experiences-through-music","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/apsaramusic.com\/?p=210","title":{"rendered":"BREAKDOWN OF A BREAKUP: TERRY RADIGAN SHARE&#8217;S ONE OF LIFE&#8217;S TOUGHEST EXPERIENCES THROUGH MUSIC"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>When her 20-year relationship broke off abruptly, singer-songwriter-producer <a href=\"http:\/\/terryradigan.com\/breakdown.cfm\">Terry Radigan<\/a>\u00a0felt like she&#8217;d been knocked off a bicycle. Dazed, she took a year to rage, cry, and regain her balance, and to begin to heal through writing songs about the experience.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Although she didn&#8217;t initially intend to make an album about the end of her relationship, a friend and fellow producer persuaded Radigan to reconsider. The result is the recent album <em>The<\/em> <em>Breakdown of a Breakup<\/em> (Catherine the Great Music, Feb. 2012).<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_212\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-212\" style=\"width: 300px\" class=\"wp-caption alignright\"><a href=\"http:\/\/apsaramusic.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/03\/pressphoto2.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-212\" title=\"Terry Radigan\" src=\"http:\/\/apsaramusic.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/03\/pressphoto2-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-212\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Terry Radigan<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>Radigan is known for her work with Nashville stars like Patty Loveless and Trisha Yearwood, but her own music doesn&#8217;t belong to any specific genre. <em>The Breakdown of a Breakup<\/em> is truly a multi-genre album, ranging from blaring brass-rock on the track &#8220;Mistake&#8221; to madcap waltz on &#8220;Siamese Twin,&#8221; and string-ballad on &#8220;Beautiful Lie&#8221; to alt-country on &#8220;The Truth.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><em>The Breakdown of a Breakup<\/em> is a gift to anyone who&#8217;s ever gone through a breakup or experienced a major life change. With clarity, honesty, and an occasional dash of humor, Radigan opens her heart up to listeners.<\/p>\n<p>She recently spoke with <em>Apsara<\/em> about the ups and downs of finding her way again, and about the process of putting the experience into music.<\/p>\n<p><strong>The songs on the album take listeners through a very natural progression of emotions. How did you go about putting the album together?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I ended up taking a couple of months just to get my feet back under me. The joke my songwriter friends and I have is that even if this kind of thing happens, we know we&#8217;ll get songs out of it.<\/p>\n<p>It took a while to take everything in, and then I started writing some of the songs. I wrote most of them close to the order they are on the album, but I didn&#8217;t have a thought at all about making a record out of them.<\/p>\n<p>David Barratt is another musician and producer who I work with. A year ago, he asked, &#8220;When&#8217;s your next record?&#8221; I said, &#8220;I don&#8217;t know, and I don&#8217;t really know what I want it to sound like.&#8221; He said, &#8220;You&#8217;ve been writing a bunch of songs\u2014why do you feel like you don&#8217;t have one already?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I thought about it, and about a week went by before I called him and asked if he wanted to be my executive producer. Once we sat down to put the songs together, I saw there was a really clear storyline. It wasn&#8217;t so much about two people meeting, but about how you feel in the aftermath of a breakup.<\/p>\n<p><strong><a href=\"http:\/\/apsaramusic.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/03\/tboabcover.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-211\" title=\"The Breakdown of a Breakup album cover\" src=\"http:\/\/apsaramusic.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/03\/tboabcover-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"The Breakdown of a Breakup album cover\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/apsaramusic.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/03\/tboabcover-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/apsaramusic.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/03\/tboabcover-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/apsaramusic.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/03\/tboabcover-1024x1024.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/apsaramusic.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/03\/tboabcover.jpg 1600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>It isn&#8217;t really possible to pin a single genre label to this album<\/strong>\u2014<strong>there are all sorts of styles of music and instruments on it. How did you decide what type of music to use for each song?<br \/>\n<\/strong><br \/>\nIt just flowed\u2014that was the most liberating part of this album. The mood of each song laid out so clearly what the track would be. The only thing a song had to do during production was to back up what the emotion was.<\/p>\n<p><strong>What was the experience like while you were writing the songs?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I almost felt like I was writing a letter to myself. When I was writing &#8220;Beautiful Lie,&#8221; it was like I was writing to myself, saying, &#8220;This is what&#8217;s happened, and this is how you were feeling.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;d been writing &#8220;Beautiful Lie&#8221; throughout the course of a day, and I remember I took a break in the evening to go to a music place just a few blocks from my house. It&#8217;s a tiny little club, and in the backroom there was a string quartet playing. Strings just kill me, and they especially killed me that night. Then I walked back, and finished writing around 2:00 a.m.<\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8220;Beautiful Lie&#8221;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/w.soundcloud.com\/player\/?url=https%3A\/\/api.soundcloud.com\/tracks\/32509170&amp;color=ff5500&amp;auto_play=false&amp;hide_related=false&amp;show_comments=true&amp;show_user=true&amp;show_reposts=false\" width=\"100%\" height=\"166\" frameborder=\"no\" scrolling=\"no\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>I felt peaceful after writing that song. When you sit down quietly for a couple of hours and really sort of drift, you find out what&#8217;s floating around in your head and you get to put a name to your feelings. They&#8217;re right there in front of you, and you say them out loud. It makes me feel better to be aware of what I&#8217;m feeling, instead of just feeling it in the background.<\/p>\n<p>The last song I wrote for the album was &#8220;The Truth.&#8221; That was the result of David&#8217;s sitting with me and saying, &#8220;The one thing I think is missing is the song where you tell on yourself.&#8221; I agreed with him, but I didn&#8217;t want to write it\u2014I spent three weeks dodging him.<\/p>\n<p>Just before I was going to have a breakfast meeting with him, I decided I needed to put something down and it just sort of fell out. I think it&#8217;s the most personal song that I&#8217;ve ever written. Once I decided to put it on the album and the song was written, then I knew the record was done.<\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8220;The Truth&#8221;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/w.soundcloud.com\/player\/?url=https%3A\/\/api.soundcloud.com\/tracks\/32995530&amp;color=ff5500&amp;auto_play=false&amp;hide_related=false&amp;show_comments=true&amp;show_user=true&amp;show_reposts=false\" width=\"100%\" height=\"166\" frameborder=\"no\" scrolling=\"no\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p><strong>Since releasing the album, what kind of response have you received?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>The release party we had for the album was such a brilliant night. There was a lot of chatting in between the songs as I expanded the story a bit. It felt like a conversation, but I was the only one talking.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m a songwriter and I&#8217;ve put out an intensely personal record for people to hear, but I&#8217;m essentially really private. My friends have asked, &#8220;Why in the world didn&#8217;t we get a phone call saying that you were feeling bad when you were writing this music?&#8221; But it was almost like I could get all of my emotions out in the songs.<\/p>\n<p>Through this album and the feelings on it, I&#8217;m able to connect with people listening to it. When we were putting the album together I didn&#8217;t want it to be a &#8220;poor me&#8221; or an &#8220;angry&#8221; record. There&#8217;s a little bit of every kind of emotion in there, but the thing that people are walking away with and they&#8217;re coming to me and saying is that they feel good by the end of it and that they feel strong.<\/p>\n<p>And that made me feel so good because that&#8217;s the most important thing. It&#8217;s like, yes, you go through all of these different emotions. But at the end of it you&#8217;re still you and you&#8217;re still there at your core.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>When her 20-year relationship broke off abruptly, singer-songwriter-producer Terry Radigan\u00a0felt like she&#8217;d been knocked off a bicycle. Dazed, she took a year to rage, cry, and regain her balance, and to begin to heal through writing songs about the experience. Although she didn&#8217;t initially intend to make an album about the end of her relationship, &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/apsaramusic.com\/?p=210\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;BREAKDOWN OF A BREAKUP: TERRY RADIGAN SHARE&#8217;S ONE OF LIFE&#8217;S TOUGHEST EXPERIENCES THROUGH MUSIC&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[28,29,30],"class_list":["post-210","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-feature","tag-multi-genre","tag-nashville","tag-new-york-city"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/apsaramusic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/210","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/apsaramusic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/apsaramusic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/apsaramusic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/apsaramusic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=210"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/apsaramusic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/210\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":312,"href":"https:\/\/apsaramusic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/210\/revisions\/312"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/apsaramusic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=210"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/apsaramusic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=210"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/apsaramusic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=210"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}